smile!

I found that most of the time i blogged also very emo...

maybe i should appreciate that i've so much thing to let me emo.

that's made me grow up from childish become mature..

So today finally i know a secret i get know long time ago.

just i never admit that as a truth since no one admit it.

and very finally the one admitted today.haha..

actually i still quite sad until now.

but i know i should forgive and forgot.

you know,the second part is the most difficult part..

i can't stop myself to keep imagine the part that i imagined.

i am so so so hard feeling..

what should i do beside keep smile to her and tell her dun cry

i know she is very sad too,so i should support her as well!

i must be strong!!

Seriously i don't know what the hack should i do.

when i get know the truth i know that if i continue with her i will be baring a great pressure from my heart

just like what i said,forgive is the most difficult part!

i need to be strong,i must be strong,i WANT TO BE STRONG.

you can't imagine how many tear that i drop in this moment.

i think i would never forgot today until my heart stop beating.

my father used to tell me when i'm still young

all the pain,left to the man

all the tears,keep inside your heart.

i know how pain is it,i could'nt let her know.

i will be responsible to take over all the pain.

you just be happy all the time and smile and say ILY to me everyday.

that's enough.=)

GPW I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...TT

broken titanic.

I thought if i manage to keep my relationship forever there is no problems at all

but everything never follow my mind,the problem keep occur in our relation,

i never thought i will be so care about how others people says about me.i mean it.

why are they so mean when they know i so care about it!

why i am so upset to a thing i've already habit for a year!

Dafuq.....

What is the reason i ask you to tell your family that there is a one exist in this fucking world.

i am here!i am your boyfriend!

but the name you called boyfriend.

in the shopping mall,we are good friend.

in your house, we are NOT friend.

yes i am freaking care about it so what!

it show that i serious for this relationship is'nt it?

at least let me bring you out can or not?

everytime we hang out we must hide there hide here.

there is your mum's friend,that is your dad's friends.

those is your brother's buddy,your sister is at the same shopping mall.

alright i hide hide hide hide hide HIDE HIDE HIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i admit that there is thousand times i choose to let go,choose to break up.

but somehow i still love you.

somehow you've already part of my life.

i love you and i mean it.

but why this is so unfair to me!

why should i bare everything and hide like a theif?

am i killed you dad last life?am i killed your whole family pass life?

i am so mad.

my friend said i am insane,i have a girlfriend that could never hang out with me even we already together for three years!

yeah i am insane,i don't know why i have to trust your 'give me sometimes'

please baby you never tried to tell them and you telled me they are going to reject and unsupport our relation

alright eventhough they don't like me,they don't like you had a relationship in this early 18years old day.

but what can they do?please!you are 18 not 8 years old!!

oh god tell me what can i do?

oh god please save my soul....

i just wish that i can hold your hand and go for a movie

even 1 hour for a lunch.

but the only answer i possible get:

har...不能wor.

不是很能wor.

那里能？

may i use the answer when you ask me to go out for walk?

oh there is no a chance cause you wish that i dun ask you date so you wont date me.

everyone with couple,everyone double.

everyone with couple,everyone double

i with couple,i must be single.

i have no choice,in my whole life.

love,education,jobs,times anything.

i can even make a decision,X'mas,i can even hang out with my couple.

what really couple mean to me??

does it really happening to me?

cant even a outing?

i'm going to national service,for 3 month,cant see my couple anymore.

but how can i?cant hang out before my national service?

even once?how long should i wait.

i understand she is on pressure too,i love her truly,but how?

i had to understand her,support her,trust her.

i did,i pay alot she does too.

i still need to wait,for a long period,she may feel i'm cant even understand her.

but did her really come to think abt me?how i feel?

keep dissapointing me,i dun mind.

please don't promise me anything end with an aeroplane.

how i will feel??no next time.

i dun really wan to angry but i need to knw,what i should believe to.

give me something please,god please help me.tell me what should i do.

imma tired,everything.

just tell me,why i should and how long i should.

when it will end?

merry X'mas.=]

happy new year.i loves you.=']

她

well,you can know our relationship through the pictures!

she is my girl.=)

such a pretty and cute girl ever.< 3

although i am not prefect but she still loving me.

so nice so good.=DD

love can change a person to bad or to best.

he/she will be the best in her/his eyes.

she is perfect i am no doubt to this,no one can deny it.

everyone says we are so match to each other.

how you think??=Phahhahahahahahahahaahahahaha so funny this photo.==

actually finding someone to love you and be a listener is good.

it helps and you really need the thing called 'relation' so much.

== ini orang ar..

<3

as a boyfriend,i willing to try my best to treat her in my ways

no matter how the ppl say,how they comment abt us,i will not change my mind.

sometimes,just close my eyes,she will be in my mind anytimes.

no doubt,i may not in age to mature love.

but i had my way.=)

you have no the qualification to stop us.

i am so happy abt my girl are popular but please stop doing anything to be the third person.

thanks.=)

my dear,i am so sorry to make you feel bad this few day

i know you are trying hard too,i am so sorry.

i wont say that anymore okay?no more sorry no more argue no more crying.

promise?i do.=)

ILYTMSMMMMMMM

pointless.

my life are sucks,i don't even know what the fuck i am doing everyday.

what the fuck!!

i am totally emotional,i had tried to let everyone happy

so i used to be a man who say 1 type and do 1 type.

sorry if i really did that to you.i really never meant to hurt you.

what is my target?what is my point?

i want to be rich!so my exceed thinking were not needed!

if i am rich,i hope i can live in a castle and invite all my friend come to my house and have a party.

if i am rich i hope i can employee all my friend and they no need work just accompany me anytime.

if,yeah,IF!

i hate my IF,i hate my imagination.i hate myself,everything about me.

i hate my temper,it can come up anytime any reason.

am i crazy?i can get angry while i bath my brother.

i can also get angry while i am talking with my girl.

without any reason.

i hate my attitude,especially to study.

i am lazy,but i cant change my attitude,maybe i am lazy to change it..

i am sucks.

sorry i am emotional.==

something different....

it's weekend,my blog are not famous at all,but i'm glad on it.

yeah i'm in love,i never know that i will fall in love with her again..=D

but..something different,she treat me..sometimes really cold.

sometimes are sweet.

when we meet..she is sweet.but she really know me well.XD

in everything,we are in the same tone.whee~~

i love her.but..how about she?

i don't know,sometimes she really like to talk with me but sometimes..

she treat me really cold..

like now,she dint ans my call and dint reply my massage.

all can i do is wait patiently..

i don't want to force her and don't want to give her pressure...

but it really make me feel so unsafely,cause she still have a chaser,that who really love her.

he gave me a big pressure..

you know,she is really pretty and anorable.<3

how sweet when she smile.luckily i have,hope this is not only a dream..

and it can stay forever..=D

记得爱

听这首歌时很感触==

记得爱

天空不断下着无声的雪
而我只有思念
勉强能温暖黑夜
拥抱离我已经千山万水
每个男人都有
说不出的心碎
我还爱着一个人　但愿
回到美好的从前
也许痛的感觉
证明了爱的深浅
不然为什么我还不撤退　
记得爱　所有幸福的片段
所以才一直忘记要离开
伸出手　继续勇敢付出我的爱
原地不动的等待
就算风把我的头发吹乱
记得爱 是我给过的答案
就不再　考虑应该不应该
一滴泪　落进无边无际的大海
至少我们都活得没有遗憾
只要记得爱就无所谓孤单

=)