but everything never follow my mind,the problem keep occur in our relation,
i never thought i will be so care about how others people says about me.i mean it.
why are they so mean when they know i so care about it!
why i am so upset to a thing i've already habit for a year!
Dafuq.....
What is the reason i ask you to tell your family that there is a one exist in this fucking world.
i am here!i am your boyfriend!
but the name you called boyfriend.
in the shopping mall,we are good friend.
in your house, we are NOT friend.
yes i am freaking care about it so what!
it show that i serious for this relationship is'nt it?
at least let me bring you out can or not?
everytime we hang out we must hide there hide here.
there is your mum's friend,that is your dad's friends.
those is your brother's buddy,your sister is at the same shopping mall.
alright i hide hide hide hide hide HIDE HIDE HIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i admit that there is thousand times i choose to let go,choose to break up.
but somehow i still love you.
somehow you've already part of my life.
i love you and i mean it.
but why this is so unfair to me!
why should i bare everything and hide like a theif?
am i killed you dad last life?am i killed your whole family pass life?
i am so mad.
my friend said i am insane,i have a girlfriend that could never hang out with me even we already together for three years!
yeah i am insane,i don't know why i have to trust your 'give me sometimes'
please baby you never tried to tell them and you telled me they are going to reject and unsupport our relation
alright eventhough they don't like me,they don't like you had a relationship in this early 18years old day.
but what can they do?please!you are 18 not 8 years old!!
oh god tell me what can i do?
oh god please save my soul....
i just wish that i can hold your hand and go for a movie
even 1 hour for a lunch.
but the only answer i possible get:
har...不能wor.
不是很能wor.
那里能？
may i use the answer when you ask me to go out for walk?
oh there is no a chance cause you wish that i dun ask you date so you wont date me.
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