smile!

I found that most of the time i blogged also very emo...

maybe i should appreciate that i've so much thing to let me emo.

that's made me grow up from childish become mature..

So today finally i know a secret i get know long time ago.

just i never admit that as a truth since no one admit it.

and very finally the one admitted today.haha..

actually i still quite sad until now.

but i know i should forgive and forgot.

you know,the second part is the most difficult part..

i can't stop myself to keep imagine the part that i imagined.

i am so so so hard feeling..

what should i do beside keep smile to her and tell her dun cry

i know she is very sad too,so i should support her as well!

i must be strong!!

Seriously i don't know what the hack should i do.

when i get know the truth i know that if i continue with her i will be baring a great pressure from my heart

just like what i said,forgive is the most difficult part!

i need to be strong,i must be strong,i WANT TO BE STRONG.

you can't imagine how many tear that i drop in this moment.

i think i would never forgot today until my heart stop beating.

my father used to tell me when i'm still young

all the pain,left to the man

all the tears,keep inside your heart.

i know how pain is it,i could'nt let her know.

i will be responsible to take over all the pain.

you just be happy all the time and smile and say ILY to me everyday.

that's enough.=)

GPW I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...TT