Sunday, June 19

something different....

it's weekend,my blog are not famous at all,but i'm glad on it.
yeah i'm in love,i never know that i will fall in love with her again..=D
but..something different,she treat me..sometimes really cold.
sometimes are sweet.
when we meet..she is sweet.but she really know me well.XD
in everything,we are in the same tone.whee~~
i love her.but..how about she?
i don't know,sometimes she really like to talk with me but sometimes..
she treat me really cold..
like now,she dint ans my call and dint reply my massage.
all can i do is wait patiently..
i don't want to force her and don't want to give her pressure...
but it really make me feel so unsafely,cause she still have a chaser,that who really love her.
he gave me a big pressure..

you know,she is really pretty and anorable.<3
how sweet when she smile.luckily i have,hope this is not only a dream..
and it can stay forever..=D

Sunday, June 12

记得爱

听这首歌时很感触==

记得爱

天空不断下着无声的雪
而我只有思念
勉强能温暖黑夜
拥抱离我已经千山万水
每个男人都有
说不出的心碎
我还爱着一个人 但愿
回到美好的从前
也许痛的感觉
证明了爱的深浅
不然为什么我还不撤退 
记得爱 所有幸福的片段
所以才一直忘记要离开
伸出手 继续勇敢付出我的爱
原地不动的等待
就算风把我的头发吹乱
记得爱 是我给过的答案
就不再 考虑应该不应该
一滴泪 落进无边无际的大海
至少我们都活得没有遗憾
只要记得爱就无所谓孤单
=)

Thursday, June 9

tired.

Today i went to IDI.listen the undang course with ANGIE and SHENGQI.
wake up in 7 morning but i fall slept at 5 midnight.quite tired and lack of sleep.
as everyone know,the course is
HYPER!!EXTREAMLY!!CRAZILY!!Boring.
so i keep talk with angie and shengqi to make sure i wont fall sleep during the course.

When the teacher annouce first break i was feel like:FINALLY!!
A small break is abt 15 min and i am going inside to boring again..==
den second break is for lunch,the nasi kandar in there was very weird.
not taste good but expensive.
den we three walk walk and late into the class(purposely 1)
after that i start playing sudoku inside the classroom..

and finally its 3.30 noon and we are free from the BORING course.
we walk out from the class and stand there talking
waiting aunty to fetch us..
suddenly we saw alot ppl from our school
yanni,lichi,hooi ling and she.==
so regret i give her a LJ face but just think abt what she does i feel so ANGRY.==
finally the aunty come to fetch us and den we three started chat inside the red kancil.
very cute kancil.
we talk some topic about colour.
something very funny lar..
talk talk laugh laugh.
den finally reach home and go out for dinner liao.
and now reach home with a exhausted body.
but i hope i can join angie them in da wei wang.=(

Monday, June 6

没那么简单

每个人都在分手之后开始寻找理由
不停地问为什么,怎么了
换来的不就是第二次的伤害吗?

我们还是中学生,对某些事情难免很不成熟
而我要说的是爱情。
其实爱情不是连续剧那种,你爱我,我爱你,结束,过着幸福快乐的生活。
拜托,你已经长大了,好心你就不要活在那种灰姑娘的童话故事里了
爱一个人你要考虑很多很多的因素
好比说,家庭
爱情不单单是两个人的事情,还要顾虑到家人会不会接受他,喜不喜欢他。
如果你为了一个爱情,放弃一个养你供你的家,而你认为很伟大,对不起,你错了
你是世界上最笨的人,俗话说得好‘夫妻本是同林鸟,大难领头各自飞’
可是家人却永远不会弃你而不顾。
你可以选择伴侣,却不能选择家人。

再来,金钱
我们还是个没有收入,只靠着父母养的学生,有什么能力去照顾别人
去到外面,男生为了展示风度,得请吃得付钱,那钱从哪来?
女生为了让自己的男友自豪,下重本买新衣,那钱又从哪来?
每天这样出去,父母也都吃不消,还没算电话费
如今的生活水平那么高,这个又出新的,那个又有别的
时代在进步,科技在进步,那么你父母的薪水有进步吗?

再说,时间
我们是学生,没有多余的时间去培养所谓的感情
如今的学业如此的繁重,我们连准备自己的功课,成绩都来不及了
更何况还要培养感情。

还有,思想
我们的思想多不成熟,如果一不小心,安全措施没做好
怀孕了,谁负责?
而如果那激情不再,那感情何来?
撇开这些
当你决定和一个人展开一段关系时,你能确定你可以给这个人幸福吗?
你可以保证,你会和他在一起很久、很久吗?
由于我们的思想不够成熟,或许一开始是有那种念头
可是,未必有那种激情,到时,你又要用什么来维持这段爱情?

话是这么说没错,但又有谁能够逃离爱情呢。
愿主保佑你..=D

Sunday, June 5

Peneng 'trip'

Last friday i went to peneng with my small aunt and my family.
(only me,mum and dad only)
because my brother needs to work and my sister had a competition in strait quay
and she won a silver medal in junior category.=DD
well,it is a 'TRIP' for me.

first day i reach there,after check in to gurney hotel and st8 move to gurney plaza
my aunt want to shopping as she live in langkawi
she treat me eat 笼的传人..=PP
this is the very first time i eat this highclass food.
i never eat this before.haha..
after that,we shopping at the gurney plaza..
and she treat us dinner at sakae sushi again,hahah!!
after dinner,i get to H and recieve a bad news.==
whatever,i am not going to let my family know that.hehe..
after that,happened something very special in this trip
because my small aunt 中风 when 2009
and she need alot maid to take care of her..
so she bring 3 kakaks follow to our trips!!
then at night,2 of them run away.==
idk where can they run to as we stay at peneng you know==
and we realise that when second day morning.==

second day,my mum found that they run away and i 不小心 go check tiok the 冰箱
they took all the soft drink==
den my small aunt say:hey that is very expensive!ah rong you walk to gurney buy back.==
omg.==very very very far!
buy i very guai de,i walk go==
den after i came back,my cousin come find us from butterworth
den we go to the swimming pool play!=P
i play at the kids pool,haha..
there got slide and basketball court and futsal court and volleyball court and alot!!
very siok jiu diu liao.==

and my hotel de view is face the sea!very very nice,too bad i dint have camera to take it.
jiayous!












Thursday, June 2

无助。

What can i help them?
all my fren,old fren,new fren.
meet the love's problem
and i can't even help anyone of them,even counsel them.
i dunnoe why i feel so sorry when i cant help them at all.
i feel suffer when i see my fren suffer from this..
what can i help them?!!
feel so sorry to them=(

Sometime,放手也许比痴心绝对来得好
Sometime,看开一点也许世界会更美好
Sometime,寻找新的生活新的开始也好,只要,自己要懂得面对事情的结果


我们要用一辈子去开心=D
无论你面对什么问题,笑一笑,没什么大不了。


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!

Wednesday, June 1

WTF.=)

yea,very WTF!(welcome to facebook)==
i waste my time whole day,now aldy the fifth day of holidays.
but i dunnoe whatthefuck i am doing!

@wake up at 1.00pm

@lunch

@tv,facebook.

@dinner

@tv,facebook,blogging

@sleep at 2 or 3 midnight.

it is a cycle!!==
i totally dunnoe what am i doing.WTF.


my buddy meet problem,a very serious problem.
serious until i also dunnoe how can i help him.
no matter which side i help,it will hurt another side.
maybe i should take me out of the situation.
but i dunnoe how to,both of them ask me to help.
beg me to do thing.
how can i make them come out from this suffer situation?
i feel sad too when c them suffer in it,three of them..
GOD BLESS THEM..

Well,nothing change in my life.
yet,if you really dun like to talk with me,juz tell me.
I WILL NEVER TALK WITH YOU ANYMORE.
i hate ppl dunwan reply me,it make me feel you're not respect me.
F la!(F=friday.)==