Sunday, December 25

everyone with couple,everyone double.

everyone with couple,everyone double
i with couple,i must be single.
i have no choice,in my whole life.
love,education,jobs,times anything.
i can even make a decision,X'mas,i can even hang out with my couple.
what really couple mean to me??
does it really happening to me?
cant even a outing?
i'm going to national service,for 3 month,cant see my couple anymore.
but how can i?cant hang out before my national service?
even once?how long should i wait.
i understand she is on pressure too,i love her truly,but how?
i had to understand her,support her,trust her.
i did,i pay alot she does too.
i still need to wait,for a long period,she may feel i'm cant even understand her.
but did her really come to think abt me?how i feel?
keep dissapointing me,i dun mind.
please don't promise me anything end with an aeroplane.
how i will feel??no next time.
i dun really wan to angry but i need to knw,what i should believe to.
give me something please,god please help me.tell me what should i do.
imma tired,everything.

just tell me,why i should and how long i should.
when it will end?
merry X'mas.=]
happy new year.i loves you.=']

Friday, December 9

她

well,you can know our relationship through the pictures!
she is my girl.=)
such a pretty and cute girl ever.< 3
although i am not prefect but she still loving me.
so nice so good.=DD
love can change a person to bad or to best.
he/she will be the best in her/his eyes.
she is perfect i am no doubt to this,no one can deny it.
everyone says we are so match to each other.
how you think??=Phahhahahahahahahahaahahahaha so funny this photo.==



actually finding someone to love you and be a listener is good.
it helps and you really need the thing called 'relation' so much.

== ini orang ar..
<3
as a boyfriend,i willing to try my best to treat her in my ways
no matter how the ppl say,how they comment abt us,i will not change my mind.
sometimes,just close my eyes,she will be in my mind anytimes.
no doubt,i may not in age to mature love.
but i had my way.=)
you have no the qualification to stop us.

i am so happy abt my girl are popular but please stop doing anything to be the third person.
thanks.=)


my dear,i am so sorry to make you feel bad this few day
i know you are trying hard too,i am so sorry.
i wont say that anymore okay?no more sorry no more argue no more crying.
promise?i do.=)
ILYTMSMMMMMMM

Thursday, July 7

pointless.

my life are sucks,i don't even know what the fuck i am doing everyday.
what the fuck!!
i am totally emotional,i had tried to let everyone happy
so i used to be a man who say 1 type and do 1 type.
sorry if i really did that to you.i really never meant to hurt you.
what is my target?what is my point?
i want to be rich!so my exceed thinking were not needed!
if i am rich,i hope i can live in a castle and invite all my friend come to my house and have a party.
if i am rich i hope i can employee all my friend and they no need work just accompany me anytime.
if,yeah,IF!
i hate my IF,i hate my imagination.i hate myself,everything about me.
i hate my temper,it can come up anytime any reason.
am i crazy?i can get angry while i bath my brother.
i can also get angry while i am talking with my girl.
without any reason.
i hate my attitude,especially to study.
i am lazy,but i cant change my attitude,maybe i am lazy to change it..
i am sucks.

sorry i am emotional.==

Sunday, June 19

something different....

it's weekend,my blog are not famous at all,but i'm glad on it.
yeah i'm in love,i never know that i will fall in love with her again..=D
but..something different,she treat me..sometimes really cold.
sometimes are sweet.
when we meet..she is sweet.but she really know me well.XD
in everything,we are in the same tone.whee~~
i love her.but..how about she?
i don't know,sometimes she really like to talk with me but sometimes..
she treat me really cold..
like now,she dint ans my call and dint reply my massage.
all can i do is wait patiently..
i don't want to force her and don't want to give her pressure...
but it really make me feel so unsafely,cause she still have a chaser,that who really love her.
he gave me a big pressure..

you know,she is really pretty and anorable.<3
how sweet when she smile.luckily i have,hope this is not only a dream..
and it can stay forever..=D

Sunday, June 12

记得爱

听这首歌时很感触==

记得爱

天空不断下着无声的雪
而我只有思念
勉强能温暖黑夜
拥抱离我已经千山万水
每个男人都有
说不出的心碎
我还爱着一个人 但愿
回到美好的从前
也许痛的感觉
证明了爱的深浅
不然为什么我还不撤退 
记得爱 所有幸福的片段
所以才一直忘记要离开
伸出手 继续勇敢付出我的爱
原地不动的等待
就算风把我的头发吹乱
记得爱 是我给过的答案
就不再 考虑应该不应该
一滴泪 落进无边无际的大海
至少我们都活得没有遗憾
只要记得爱就无所谓孤单
=)

Thursday, June 9

tired.

Today i went to IDI.listen the undang course with ANGIE and SHENGQI.
wake up in 7 morning but i fall slept at 5 midnight.quite tired and lack of sleep.
as everyone know,the course is
HYPER!!EXTREAMLY!!CRAZILY!!Boring.
so i keep talk with angie and shengqi to make sure i wont fall sleep during the course.

When the teacher annouce first break i was feel like:FINALLY!!
A small break is abt 15 min and i am going inside to boring again..==
den second break is for lunch,the nasi kandar in there was very weird.
not taste good but expensive.
den we three walk walk and late into the class(purposely 1)
after that i start playing sudoku inside the classroom..

and finally its 3.30 noon and we are free from the BORING course.
we walk out from the class and stand there talking
waiting aunty to fetch us..
suddenly we saw alot ppl from our school
yanni,lichi,hooi ling and she.==
so regret i give her a LJ face but just think abt what she does i feel so ANGRY.==
finally the aunty come to fetch us and den we three started chat inside the red kancil.
very cute kancil.
we talk some topic about colour.
something very funny lar..
talk talk laugh laugh.
den finally reach home and go out for dinner liao.
and now reach home with a exhausted body.
but i hope i can join angie them in da wei wang.=(

Monday, June 6

没那么简单

每个人都在分手之后开始寻找理由
不停地问为什么,怎么了
换来的不就是第二次的伤害吗?

我们还是中学生,对某些事情难免很不成熟
而我要说的是爱情。
其实爱情不是连续剧那种,你爱我,我爱你,结束,过着幸福快乐的生活。
拜托,你已经长大了,好心你就不要活在那种灰姑娘的童话故事里了
爱一个人你要考虑很多很多的因素
好比说,家庭
爱情不单单是两个人的事情,还要顾虑到家人会不会接受他,喜不喜欢他。
如果你为了一个爱情,放弃一个养你供你的家,而你认为很伟大,对不起,你错了
你是世界上最笨的人,俗话说得好‘夫妻本是同林鸟,大难领头各自飞’
可是家人却永远不会弃你而不顾。
你可以选择伴侣,却不能选择家人。

再来,金钱
我们还是个没有收入,只靠着父母养的学生,有什么能力去照顾别人
去到外面,男生为了展示风度,得请吃得付钱,那钱从哪来?
女生为了让自己的男友自豪,下重本买新衣,那钱又从哪来?
每天这样出去,父母也都吃不消,还没算电话费
如今的生活水平那么高,这个又出新的,那个又有别的
时代在进步,科技在进步,那么你父母的薪水有进步吗?

再说,时间
我们是学生,没有多余的时间去培养所谓的感情
如今的学业如此的繁重,我们连准备自己的功课,成绩都来不及了
更何况还要培养感情。

还有,思想
我们的思想多不成熟,如果一不小心,安全措施没做好
怀孕了,谁负责?
而如果那激情不再,那感情何来?
撇开这些
当你决定和一个人展开一段关系时,你能确定你可以给这个人幸福吗?
你可以保证,你会和他在一起很久、很久吗?
由于我们的思想不够成熟,或许一开始是有那种念头
可是,未必有那种激情,到时,你又要用什么来维持这段爱情?

话是这么说没错,但又有谁能够逃离爱情呢。
愿主保佑你..=D